Make It Happen For Women: The Diary of a Job Searching Woman: Oct 13: I need to find a new job! I’m a mess!
Make It Happen For Women: The Diary of a Job Searching Woman: Oct 13: I need to find a new job!
I’m a mess!
What is the matter with me? For heavens sake! One moment I know I need to look for a job because it’s unstable here at work and I know something is going on. The next moment I have all the faith in the world in my abilities to really help customers and help the company out of this mess.
I feel like I’m being torn in two different directions. I don’t trust my own judgment and need to make a decision. Do I do my resume and go and look for a job? or do I put 100% into my job and try to help? I’m scared that I won’t be able to find a good job like this for the same money. The job market is unstable and the economy is a mess. I’m a single working mom with bills to pay and I need to be a good mom for Bethany and Eric. I also would like to have a social life, which is almost non existent right now. What a mess!
Being laid off is not an option for me right now. That wouldn’t be good for my career or my finances, not to mention my self esteem as a woman. Not sure what to do first and my mind is going a million miles a minute.
