Make It Happen For Women: The Diary of a Job Searching Woman: Nov 5: Still don’t want to deal with my Job Search
Make It Happen For Women: The Diary of a Job Searching Woman: Nov 5: Still don’t want to deal with my Job Search.
I don’t want to do my job search. It’s hard to work and do a job search at the same time. I can’t get everything done in a day and I’m supposed to spend every night working on my job search? Am I changing my resume too much?
I think things are stable at work now. I’m going to put this on the back burner for now.
Why can’t I make up my mind in my life? I feel like I am on a see-saw. Emotionally I am up and then I am down. Just don’t want to deal with the job search, my job or my career for that matter. My kids think I am crazy, and I’m starting to agree with them. Do all single working moms feel this way or just women in general? Or am I just scared of what could happen at work and putting my head in the sand? Or do I just need to be more positive and push this negativity out of my head?
Life shouldn’t be this tough in your 40’s. Shouldn’t things just flow?
I’m so tired of being unappreciated a work and at home. I don’t have any “me time”. Listen to me
now…I’m the ranting single woman with two kids, a job I could lose any day, and I haven’t had a date
in months.
Dear Diary: Am I losing my mind? Or am I just losing my heart?