The Diary of a Job Searching Woman: Oct 1: I can’t breathe. I am going to have to do a job search in this economy

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The Diary of a Job Searching Woman:   Oct 1:     I can’t breathe.  I am going to have to do a job search in this economy.

I’m normally a pretty level headed woman, but today I didn’t feel very level headed.  It was more like panic.  I looked for my resume in my computer for over an hour last night and couldn’t find it.  Finally, I looked in my old computer and it was there.  I have to update the last 7 years and I don’t know really how to re-work it.  I’ve had promotions in my company, but do I list those positions or the last one only?  I’m not sure.

It’s been a long time since I tried to find a new job, but I am good at what I do and I would be an asset to a company, but I’m still worried.  Some of my friends were laid off and they still are looking for a job.  Anyway, I’m probably not going to get laid off, but I know I have to be prepared.  I’m going to call a recruiter I know and hopefully she will give me some advise.  She’s called me several times in the last 5 years for positions, but I love my company and my job, so I don’t want to leave.

I went online this morning at work to google “resume formats” and there are a lot of sites to look at.  Felt a little overwhelmed again.  I have to get my head in the game.  Very busy day at the office.  Still feels weird and I see people huddling in the corner talking.  I had 3 more people come up to me today and ask me if there was going to be lay offs.  I told them not to worry- that we are an important department and that everything is going to be ok.

My boss is still out of the office.  He’ll be back on Monday I am sure.  I will talk with him then.

I need to get my head in the game, not panic, redo my resume, start looking online for a new job just in case.

Too tired to think now.  I forgot.  I have to bake a batch of chocolate chip cookies for Bethany’s class tomorrow. Off to the kitchen.  Hope I have chocolate chips in the pantry.

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